Monday, April 04, 2016

I'll be there

When no one is there for you. And you think no one cares...
When the whole world walks out on you., And you think you're alone...
I will be there....

When the one you care about the most., could care less about you...
When the one you gave your heart to., Throws it in your face...
I will be there....

When the person you trusted., Betrays you...
When the person you share all your memories with., Hurts you...
I will be there....

When all you need is a Friend., To listen to you...
When all you need is someone., To catch your tears...
I will be there....

When your heart beats so bad., You can't even breathe...
When you just want to curl up and die...
I will be there....

When you start to cry., After hearing that sad song...
And the tears just won't stop falling down...
I will be there....

I will be there until the end... This is a promise I can make...
If you ever need me... I will be there....

Friday, March 11, 2016

Remembering rain (marathi)

आकाशी ढगळ , थंड  वारा,
झाकलेला उंच शिखर,
आणि मातीचा पसरलेला तो सुहवास ,
मला जणु वाटला कि,
परत येणार का तो श्र्ण.

पाऊस पडतो जोराने ,
डोळे भरून आले अश्रूंनी ,
बाहेर भिजतोय तो मुलगा ,
ओंजळीत पाण्याला धरून पाहतांना ,
मला वाटला कि ,
परत येत आहे का ती धडपड .

बाहेर जाऊन आकाशात पाहाले,
आलेले ते ठेंब वाहले गालावर ,
आठवण करून गेले तो वेड मी जगलेला ,
कदाचित परत नाही येणार ती हौस .
 

Tuesday, March 01, 2016

hasratein

तक़दीर से लड़कर तुझें पाने की हसरत,
कभी मुझसे झूठ बुलवाती है तो कभी इंतज़ार कराती है .

ढ़ोंग ख़ामोशी से करता हु, तेरे इंतज़ार में,
उड़कर जो आया तेरा लाल लिबास ,
तेज़ धड़कन सिर्फ इतना ही बोल पायी, कैसे हो.

पल भर का वो मिलना हर बार अधूरा लगता है,
बेआबरू होकर जगा जाती है फिर से मिलने हसरत ,
वो ऊपर वो नीचे जाती हर सास,
फिर बेचैनी बढाती है, मुझसे इंतज़ार कराती है।

लगता नहीं ये इंतज़ार, ये उल्फत जायज़ है,
दीवानगी है बस शायद,
उन आँखो की,  धुंधली सी जो परदे में है ,
हसरतो को बस बढाती है।

लड़ लेता मै शायद, बोल लेता झूठ खुद से ,
लगता नहीं मुंकिन है तेरा साथ शायद।
अगर मुक़द्दर साजिश कर सके ,
तो ज़रूर तुझे बताऊंगा वो हसरत तेरे साथ की।



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टी वि सीरियल का टाइटल सांग।।।।।
हसरतें ही हसरतें है और क्या है
ज़िन्दगी का नाम ये भी दूसरा है

ये ना हो ऐसा भी होता नहीँ 
वरना  फिर कोई यहाँ हस्ता नहीं रोता नहीं 
हसरतें ही हसरतें है

ये सफर ले कर चला हमको कहा 
ना अपनी सी ज़मीन है 
और ना है पाना आसमा 

दिल जो चाहे सब ही मिले 
ये ना होता है 
कहता है की आरज़ू कुछ ज़यादा है

हसरतें ही हसरतें है और क्या है 
ज़िन्दगी का नाम ये भी दूसरा है हसरतें ही हसरतें........

Tuesday, April 03, 2012

sometimes

at times, i feel the whispering you, beside.
some times, i feel the touch on my hand.
some times, i watch your gaze enter my heart.
some times, i smell the rejuvenating breathe.
i feel you... close.

all times, i feel two beats.
While i watch two shadows meet,
i feel the other feet on my feet.
makes me feel, we are one.

at times, i watch the empty side.
and while I watch the darkness around,
i miss the completing word and the noise.
i just feel lonely... without you.

Friday, July 16, 2010

To ponder

ek hi zindagi hai..
kuch khud kay liye ji...
thodi auro ko de...
kabar mei aye galib roona bas mat...

gayratmando ko na de ehsaan...
khud mei ghum ja...
kar khud par madhoshi ka ehsaan...
ki is pal kay aagay kuch na ho...

aawaam ki soch say thak gaya agar...
mast mauj jaisa ji le...
rahay na kuch dil mei...
ravangi say pehle...

Friday, May 28, 2010

Tryst with languages

Finding a topic to write about really needs utter observation... Does it mean that non-writers are non-observers? No, and opposite too is false.

My tryst with learning Kannada continues since last 4 years... Is the language tough? No, as this feature of my brain is very slow (the rote learning aspect). Can't remember words, can't create sentences....

What I found initially, first 2 years, is that, my pattern of creating sentences was wrong... I was decrypting kannada by 1 to 1 mapping to English sentences... Not that my English is weak, but 1 to 1 mapping for English nouns, pronouns, verbs, does not exists... So, found that there exists 1 to 1 mapping between Hindi sentences and kannada sentences does exist.... This fact eased my journey... People whom I asked about this language never told me this fact... It accelerated my learning a lot... I also see close connection with Hindi sentences because... Hindi, Kannada are mostly derived from Sanskrit.. hence the similarity... Whatever "Akshay Kumar from Namastay London say that 'matra' word in sanskrit, lead to word 'mother' in English", in fact this analogy does not work good while learning a new language...

Nowadays, though I can't converse (neither can I converse efficiently in English, Hindi, Marathi)... i can write KanEngl (spelt as "kanengal" my term, where in we write kannada in English) better. Some of the text I will demonstrate... (people knowing kannada might understand)..
- yen hosa samachara? - Kannada (kya naya samachar hai? - Hindi)
- Neenu Hegge Iddira ? - Kannada (Tum Kaisay ho? - Hindi)
- Bus no. ippatha ondu yelligay hogi? - Kannada (Bus no. 201 kaha jaati hai? - Hindi)
- Nanage kannada gottu - Kannada (Mujhe kannada aati hai? - Hindi)
- Tarkari beda - kannada (Sabji mat-do? - Hindi)
- Nimma ma maneilla? (Tumhari ma ghar-mei nahi hai kya? - Hindi)

Of course, these are not from the book, I tried creating some simple sentences... there are more to it...

Though I am happy with Hindi songs... but Kannada songs are again difficult to understand...

In between, Recently saw a Telugu song from "Boys movie".. "Ale Ale"... please watch this song... see the choreography... "sakkat dance..."

Friday, November 20, 2009

Bloggers Exit

I have seen many interesting blogger`s quitting to write, some thing after some time.... Reason..
- they find it lazy to update any information, ...
- some find it hard to find titles...
- what to update, is sometimes the reason too...
- nothing interesting to update is another reason...

I feel the reason is decrease in observation power... whatever blogs I have read till now (umpteen though), was the blogs are generally based on observations and thoughts about the observation or putting down the state of mind (may be writing a poetry sometimes)...

One more observations about the blog is, people tend to comment more on the blogs, who have female owners... now that is a bingo.. observation... just check, you too will find it as true...

Just that small observation I wanted to quote...
I usually tend to like the blog which have stories or updates on any recent activity.. feels good to know those...